To be a novelist...it is really really not easy at all. And, starting it disciplinedly is also a hard work. Staying at home for creating is not a good idea, except you have a deadline and you have an idea. Then that time you will not pay any attention to anything else but work. Oh god, I should hide these thinkings instead of say it all right here. But I'm getting crazy by now, and I am not gonna keep it.
Lots of books prepared.
Lots of activities planned.
But what have I done? NONE!
But I don't say it to stop, just express my feelings, just that. Then, I'm back to work.
Good luck to me. Aja...aja...fighting!!!!
sitting in a park now is not a bad idea...
